I remember having an intense urge to draw as soon as I was taught how to hold a pencil. I’ve always preferred to doodle over writing, as this helps me express what I can’t with words. I never had the chance to take formal art or drawing classes, but I was able to teach myself different styles through books and inspiration that I found online (especially during my teenage years on DeviantArt). I developed my own style 4 – 5 years ago, combining strange creatures, geometrical patterns, and playing with ink line weights. About a year ago, I was invited by Sya and Steffi Bow to take part in StreetNightDxB to paint alongside other street artists. This was a huge step towards a different direction for me – I had little experience in translating my drawings to a much larger scale. After this event, I was commissioned to do some wall murals as well as partake in a street art event in Cairo called Women on Walls. When I moved to Amman, I connected with some local street artists through a gallery called Fada317 and started painting walls around the Kingdom. Currently, I take pride in painting nearly every weekend with some of the most prominent Middle Eastern street and graffiti artists: Sardine, WizeOne, Deev, SinOne, Odei, Axel, and Aster.
Ghosts are a childhood fear of the unknown. They are the monsters in your closet, the boogieman under your bed, the creepy shadows outside of your window at night. For me, ghosts are the visual representation of this hyperactive childish imagination, currently living and residing in the reality of an adult. It’s like bringing a little playfulness back into gloomy and melancholic situations.
Those little scary moments keep my imagination running.
Art surely helps identify thoughts or concerns. It points them out, underlines them. It’s like finding a word you’ve been lacking for a long time.
I don’t fight those spirits and ghosts — I welcome them. The rush of adrenaline coming from their presence in my life is itself a drive and continuous source of creativity.
My “ghost” as a child was eternity, and the fear of it grew intensely during those years. I was able to control that fear, even though it still resides inside me.
It is the fear of losing ephemeral freedom provided by consumerism, the fear of losing something we don’t even have.
My biggest inspirations today are the artists I interact with and those I follow. Whether they are illustrators, street artists, or graffiti writers, following their work gives me the daily push I need to continue working on myself. Outside of this art scene, I would have to say that cartoons had a major impact on my art. From my childhood, I remember adoring Ren & Stimpy. Later on, I discovered Dexter’s Laboratory, Powerpuff Girls, Ed Edd and Eddy, and other great Cartoon Network shows. In my 20s, I fell in love with Adventure Time and Hayao Miyazaki’s legendary work. More influences include video games, namely MMOs and other online competitive sports. That said, I’m always looking for new sources of inspiration through exaggerated animated movements and bright expressive colors.
I started exploring mandalas a few years ago as a way to relax. They’re easy on the eyes. However, for me, they are nothing more than an exploration of dimension and repetition.
Yes, it’s true! I’m a fan of sound system culture, and the movement in the music and the energetic dancing in this scene is what I crave to see and feel over and over again. I’m yet to find a way to bring that movement into my paintings, and I find myself so desperate to do so. But one day, I hope it will happen.
It was a great event to meet new people and expose my work to them, but most interesting was the location of my painting. I had the opportunity to work in a neighborhood full of children who would come out and help me paint. They were fun to be around, and it was nice to see what they thought of this art which would be a part of their community.
Dubai is where I grew up and spent most of my years. Having such familiarity with the city has somewhat stunted my growth as an artist: I became lazy and didn’t explore outside of my own community, or perhaps didn’t have the chance to. When I made Amman my new home, I was forced to explore and grow. It was actually when I was invited to participate to Baladk’s Reclaim Your Streets event that I was encouraged to embrace my ghost characters by Tunisian graffiti artist MeenOne. He inspired me to get out of my comfort zone and draw more often from my imagination and without too much planning.
While I don’t have any criticisms towards artists that do, it is not my intention to bring such messages through my art. I would prefer to keep my art neutral and open to interpretation for anyone who will see. I’m quite vocal in my own community about certain societal topics, and I’m not afraid to share my opinion. But my art will stay away from those opinions.